I hAtE mYsElF fOr NoT bEiNg MySeLf...WhO aM i??? 好委屈 !!!
Today was a super bad day for me...Today on half day leave, thought the morning will be peaceful...But I was duper wrong... It went super bad so bad that for the 1st time, I cried in the office... I cried becos I felt so pressurized, soO 委屈, hate myself for not being myself... That idoit say " Bastard, can you listen to me..." and yet all I can do is to keep quiet... I hate myself for not fighting back... Who's the hell is he to say me??? So mad with him, so mad with myself... Losing myself...
Call grandpa but he not in so I guess he should be fetching ah mei so went to look for them at my primary school... Saw Mrs Chia who used to teach me... She never changes... Ten years had passed yet she still look the same... Then waited and waited but never saw them then slowly walked back... Walking back the old usual route that I used to walk back when I was still in primary school... Bring back lots of memories...
Reached grandpa's house then tell him about the incident.. . He was a bit shocked about it...
After that, went for advanced theory... Help a gal to shelter her to SSDC since I am on the way... But who known when we were about to reach the SSDC, a stupid taxi horned at us and I twisted my leg but I did not hurt my leg, instead my slippers was torn... Argh... Now I believe bad things happened one after another...
No choice then I called my godfather to come and fetch me... everytime went SSDC, will be raining heavily and he will come and fetched me... Failed my theory cos I really dun understand... Asked my godfather about it and getting to understand more...
After reached home, went MSN, chatted with Florence about the incident... She was right... We are no longer us... Losing ourselves... Haiz... Meet Huiping cos she known I not good mood, asked me out for dinner... Of cos I nagged and nagged... Beside nagging, I also got tell her about the YTSS Alumni...
Nowadays, whenever I cried, I cried a lot of time... Haiz... Dun know what's wrong with me... So thankful to have so many wonderful people supporting me...This time must thanks my grandpa for always supporting me, my godfather for doting on me so much and Huiping for always lending a listening ear... So glad to have them, all of them...
P.S: 现在的我, 少 了坚强多了软弱... 我好想我的他在那里 ???
...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...
posted by mAnDy @ 22:59
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