KiNd??? StUpId??? NaIvE??? yOuNg???
Recently, I faced a lot of work pressure... So pressurized that I had been dreaming for few days... Really cannot tolerate anymore, is affecting my moods, my life... Maybe I am still young and new in this working society...Becos of this matter and a few others, I felt that I still can't fit into the work society or at least for this job...Politicial Games, I am not interested in... People kept telling me I am too kind, too soft...Maybe I am just plain stupid and naive... I admit I had fault in somewhere and somehow but all the arrows seems to be on me... I understand all their positions but had anyone give a thought of my position??? I am sandwiched in between...To make me feel worse, I lose the camera... Damn shit... I dun know how I lose it... Really super frustrated... My pathetic bonus had to pay for that camera... Someone told me that maybe someone is playing dirty...But I can never know...
People might envy that my working hours are short, workplace is near my house, 5 days per week but I am super duper unhappy... And am getting more and more unhappy... I dun mind choosing a job that have to work long hours... Wat matters to me most is the work satisfaction and I am happy...
I had seen the reality of the working society... The style, the politics... I know I still had years to endure , I should say to get used to all these... But for now I really had enough... I am fed up with all these...I AM OUT OF THIS POLLUTED ENVIRONMENT!!!
P.S: Super Unlucky, Super Unhappy...
MusIc: LiU GeN hOnG's AlBuM
...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...
posted by mAnDy @ 23:49
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