Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Have been working in the house for 5mths... Should be settling down right? But somehow, or somewhere, I am not... My mind is not, my heart is also not... Still dangling somewhere...

I know you all are concerned of me... I know what u guys are trying to tell me...I know the outside world is not like a kid's world... A kid's world is innocent and frank... There are hypocrites out there but I choose to trust... Life is already so tiring, and if to guard on everyone, it will be even more tiring... Hack what ppl say... You are you and you know yourself...As long as your dearest all trust you, what is there to bother about others??? You should live for yourself, not live for others...Deep inside me, I know...

Just chatted with Priscilla on MSN... She asked me to go back to TC... I also wish but the pay is too low... If they offered me what I am getting now, I might just go back... Since the workload here is a lot higher in TC... Sometimes especially recently, I have not even stepped into the house, and I already felt so frustrated and fed up with the work... Like what Mr Foo has said... Everyday, you got to give yourself reasons why to come to work and to go back after work...Felt so exhausted!!! Still finding my mood to work... Still moodless...

By right, should be lucky to have my small boss to go site with me today so that I dun have to take public transport, therefore not so tiring... And somemore, he and my da jie jie helped me to take measurements and photos...But dun know why... After the whole day, I am still very tired, very exhausted, very worn out... What's went wrong??? I think must be something wrong with me...@$%#


P.S: Exhausted... Tired... Worn Out... MoodLess...

MusIc: 很想你 - 张智成

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

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