Thursday, July 03, 2008

UnCoNtRoLlAbLe...

Nowadays, always feel so exhausted, soO down... A lot of things I don't get it or even to find it ridiculous but yet I still follow...Follow the law??? Weird ??? I find myself even more ridiculous...

For the 1st time in front of da jie jie and Linda... I cannot control... Dun know izzit becos of work, or becos I am sick... Just feel that I have endless of obstacles to overcome... Overcome one and the other follows... My cases are still piling up and Up and UP... Files piling on the workstations, floor, cabinet... My working space is getting smaller and smaller...

I dun like myself to be like that... It is not worth it... Now I will do whatever I can for each day... My old self??? I miss you...

I dun want to make too much changes in these 2 years but some ppl said that I should not think in this way... What matter most is I am happy... I agreed but I am still not prepared for the changes... I hope I can...

I was calm when I heard it... Definitely, I am happy for her but yet sad cos I lost someone I can count on... But nevertheless, what matter most is She is happy...

Looking forward to the NDP performance on Sat and Sentosa trip on Sun to relax...

Drowzy... Sleepy... ZzZ...

P.S: Leave??? I will... When the time comes...

MusIC: Fm 93.3

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...


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