cLuSmY - 蕭蕭
Clumsy little me I I always let you down I never have the sense enough to keep my mouth shutI always let you down I'm falling past the line nowOh I do it every time I say what I don't mean my real intent's unseenI do it every timeOh I’ve let you down now you can let me drownhere in my own shameful tearsyou can let me go but I hope you knowmy risk is betting that you'll let me stayclumsy little words They always fall away and I'm let just standingthere you think you think that I don't care but honey that's not trueand I know just what you'll do you'll look at me sadlyas I try to compensate for the words that I just ateI'm feeling so badlyoh I've let you down now you can let me drownhere in my own shameful tearsyou can let let me go but I hope you knowmy risk is betting that you'll let me stayI fumble and I fall with no sense I laugh and cry in every sentenceSo listen now to words I have to sayand know that it's just me I'm trying to make us both happyI'm fading when tongues are tied and hearts are far awayclumsy little me I always let you downI never have the sense enough to keep my mouth shutI always let you down I always let you downI always let you down always let you downalways let you down I always let me downP.S: The Lycris is well-written...I like it a lot...It said out what I had felt... Hereby share it with u guys... ...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...
WoOhOo!!! I aM hViNg "DoG sHiT"LuCk!!! NeVeR eXpEcTeD!!!
Well, is already my 3rd day in Tampines Town Council...Seeing too many stars that I dun feel like reading anymore... Today, everyone in the team were rushing to complete the work... Thanks god I am still of a little help for them... Jesslyn helped me to get stationary...She really helped me to get a lot...Haha...Guess I am still getting used to the working environment...Cos it seems like I am a little too quiet...Haha...I bet a lot of ppl are laughing off...I got my quiet side too... Called up Ronald to check on my pay cos I felt is a bit incorrect, should had be more... Also my insurance claim is not done yet... He asked me to call HQ and I had asked Cynthia to send me the payslip to had a look...Received Mr. Hong's voicemail & sms...Thought what's wrong...Cos recently also received a call from TAC...He told me that I can get back my $300/-...Wow.. I am so shocked... Can't believe it... What I thought is lost had come back to me...Haha... Really having "Dog Shit Luck"...Haha... I am so happy wor...Heehee!!! What I feel is I am responsible for it but yet they willing to cover the lost...Thanks to the Council Committee...This news really made my day...Haha...If it is yours, it will eventually come back... Haha... Mine had come back...Haha...Maybe I am really naive, maybe I am really stupid but I believe in treating everyone with respect and sincerity... Maybe this is why they are willing to help me up...Haha...Tomolo going for the Qing Ming... Worked for 3 days and had already taking one day off...Seems a bit strange but I got my valid reasons...P.S: Suddenly I felt so lucky... You are a Lucky babe...Haha...MusIc: Clumsy - 蕭蕭...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)
1sT DaY iN tAmPiNeS tOwN CoUnCiL...
Woke up 6am to get myself prepared for work but seriously speaking, I am still not in the mood... Especially after gambling for 7-8 hrs on sunday with my cousins... Whole body aching... I underestimate the journey... Is damn long... Oh mine!!! 1st I nearly cant get a seat for myself, which means I had to stand for an hour if I cant find one, next I tried to take a nap but I simply can't...Lastly is the traffic congestion in the road and human congestion in the bus itself... Wonder how long can I endure???
Finally, reached Tampines Town Council... Waited for Maureen for half an hour before I am introduced to my division which is in charge of the West Tampines...All I did the whole day was reading the Property Management booklet...I read until I saw stars...Damn super thick...Azmi took me out to go for a house visit regarding ceiling leakage problem...Pris took me to counter and Shak taught me on the counter duties... Guess I did learn a bit but still learning... Azmi was shocked to know I stayed in Woodlands... Well, I guess anyone is shocked...Is damn far...I started to wonder did I make the wrong decision again???Haiz...
Wonder can I transfer to somewhere nearer??? We will know when one day I can't endure anymore...
Must ZzZ now... Had to wake up 0600am tomolo...Argh...
P.S: Just awhile and I had heard so much...What is this??? Argh...This is wat I hate most!!! HELP!!!
MusIc: 過敏 - 楊丞琳
...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...
气坏了!!!
As you guys known I went for Disney On Ice.... It is really good!!! It makes me feel like a kid again... It just seem likes living in a fantasy... Always felt like a princess...Haha...As usual, I bought a cup, a Buzz (The Toy Story Character) cup...But hor I was super fed up and angry with the nonsense bus driver...Is his luck that I forgot to take down his bus plate number if not I will go and lodge a complaint...Argh...It took me almost 3 hours to reach home...Very ridiculous right??? Maybe I am a road idiot...On friday, rushed to take the instant photos then went to sign the appointment letter...I thought I just sign and go but who knows I had to read all the clauses... Oh my god, 10+ pages of clauses to read... They had added new clauses and amended some...Seems not attractive to me...Will be starting my work on 27th March... Took the memo and went for the check up at DBS building...Oh mine!!! My height is only 153.5...Damn, I wonder how she measure my height...I am already very short, every cm means a hell lot to me...I measured my height when I went OBS and is 1.56cm... How can it be???Argh...On satursday went Grandpa's house, we had a little gamble session and I won $20...Haha... Lucky gal!!! Today my cousin also asked me along but I am tired...Nowadays, Mei got hooked on online shopping... I only thought I will be interested in online shopping...But who knows she sent me a lot of website links, it made me so tempted that I had bought accessories and Birki sandals...Haha...Oh ya, Min going to Hongkong soon... I am asking her to help me to buy the Beyond Concert 2003 DVD...Oh mine... Can't wait to get the DVD...Wow... Everybody is going to Hongkong, make me so tempted... But I will just had to wait cos I will prefer to go on the colder season... JingKai, remember to save hard...Dun put me on aeroplane...Seems like my legs are very itchy nowadays...Haha...P.S: 好想宠坏自己...MusIc: 林俊傑 -曹操專輯...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...
DiSnEy On IcE, i Am hErE...
Almost one week didnt blog... Let see what I can update u guys....Hmm...11st March - Went Ktv with Ting till 0600... Half of the time were watching Beyond Concert...Oh mine... All becos of Ting, I got hooked!!! Their concerts are all very good...I find 黃家強 super super super charming...Oh god!!! I kept repeating the concert again and again... I am going to get the concert!!!12nd March - Watched the 桃色蛋白質... An interview with a Tibet Lama...Went into deep thought after watching it..."Life is short, if we are able to understand what is the unpredictable, we will be able to attain happiness..."The Tibet Lama is so different from what we ususally see... This Lama is a charming guy, drives branded car, wear branded shoes, knows how to rap, been in relationships before...Can you image that??? Life is so unpredictable...Even Lama is living his life like anyone else... Getting more and more interested in Tibet Culture...13rd March - Went to my uncle's stall to help out... It really tough to work in the stall, got so many things need to handle... I just help out simple task also cannot tahan... Had a little talk with uncle... His words made me understand that I am still me, I had not changed at all...A leopard can never change its spots...14-15th March - Stayed at home trying to finish all the variety shows... Relaxing myself... Sorting all my thoughts...As for today, HAHAHA!!! I am going to watch Disney On Ice with JuJu... Yupee!!! I had been watching it every year since 1999 or 2000... Can't remember... Really enjoyed watching it... Oh ya!!! Today is Xiuting's Birthday... Happy Birthday, Ting... Hope ur Mandy's day will end soon...Haha...P.S: Still in a mess!!!MusIc : ZhAnG dOnG lIaNg's AlBuM...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...
It LeAd Me To ThInK oF 偶像剧...hAhA...
Today my last day of work... So happy... Finally, I am out of the place... Went for my 3rd practical lesson... I think Mr Lim also cannot tahan me...Try to be funny with him...Asked me to depress accelerator, i go depress brake...Haha... I think I cannot make it... Always got problem with the stupid clutch...When I took the train home, this guy stepped on my sandals, he apologized... After which I stepped his shoes...Then both of us want to move in to the same spot...Finally when I was about to alight, someone hit my head...I turned and who knows is the same guy again... And again, he apologized... When I looked at him, I am so attracted to his smile that all I do is to shake my head and give him a smile to say I am ok...I didn't say a word... I think he must be thinking I am a mute...Haha... But dun know why, I lead me to think of 偶像剧... Think too much... Haha...Just had a chat with Baihui... She is studying in Australia...She say I can stay with her if I went to find her...So tempting... I want to save hard and go and find her...Haha... Wait for me, Sweetie, I will be there...Haha...P.S: Rest! Rest! Rest! Enjoy myself to the fullest!!!...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...
FiNaLlY, i CaN sEe SoMe LigHt...No!!! Is A lOt...
Today will be my last day of work... Finally, I am out of that place... Hooray!!! Just now saw Nathan... Talked to him for awhile... He is also leaving... on the 22nd March... Some of the tenants are moving out, some of the subsidiary proprietors are selling off their units... Everyone is leaving...Now I got 3 weeks rest, what should I do??? No planning but I know I need to REST REST REST... Ladies and Gentlemen, u can call me out...Maybe will shorten it to 2 weeks, let see how...Haha... I realized I am seeing light, not a little but a lot... Some words had enlightened me... Finally, I can see an answer to my problem... "We can choose not to forget the past but we must look ahead to the future... Sometimes we are just too obsessed with the past, wanting to make up for the regrets that we fail to notice the people around us...End up, we might lose the important person of our life..." P.S: I am looking ahead to the future......EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...
我的幸福真的只有一秒吗? 原来一切都是我太天真...
Finally, I confirmed my last day, 10th March 2006... 4 more days from now...Although I do hope to help Ronald but I really really can't wait to leave there... The place is just too scary or I should say I am too green... Too green for all these... Too sick of all these... I want to leave for good... Ronald said I should be responsible to complete the AGM... Again, he is using all the words to make me stay... But this time round, no more shits... No matter what, I am leaving... I hate the slope, hate the place, hate the game... This is definitely an experience I won't want to remember...These few days, feeling super duper unhappy... Totally dishearten and disappointed... Why? Why? Why?I just hate it... Hate it to the core...You are making me feeling like an idiot...I am out of it...P.S: I NEED A REST... I NEED TO SORT OUT MY THOUGHTS... I WANT TO FLY!!! I WANT TO BE HAPPY AGAIN!!! MusIc: 张惠妹《我要快乐？》...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...
