BaCk FrOm CoUrSe...StIlL sIcK, sTiLl UnCoMfOrTaBlE...
Back from course... Enjoyed my course... I got to see my lecturer, got to eat at the canteen, really missed those good old days that I sms Ju the 1st day I went for the course... It brings back all my poly memories...
As for work, I really lose track on all my cases...Sort out my emails but new emails keep coming in... Too many cases, dun know where to start... When I start to focus, call come in and new cases came... Really lost...
Although I am better as compared to last few days but still very uncomfortable... Haiz... So suay, tomolo going Batam then fall sick... Most likely, cannot enjoy to the fullest... A short getaway just nice for me to relax my mind... Think I am really too tense up and stress... I just want to get away!!! Hope I can really relaxz...
Always a little gal, a pampered gal in ppl's eye...
P.S: Age Gap... You Old, I Young... My Dear LAO Shao Ye... Haha!!!
MusIc: 张栋梁 - 小乌龟
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WhY???
Going on course for 3 days... But cases from all places fall in... Sembawang, Serangoon, Sin Ming, Shunfu, Yishun, Bishan... Still got 2 letters to write and 2 memos to send... Haiz... How??? Must I really go back to office tomorrow???
Today is the release of my results... Called Maria to help me check...Passed... I was happy that I passed but at the same time, a bit upset in the sense that I have to suffer again...
Not really in the mood at work with strange strange cases... But glad that I got my cow to drive me to site... Dun know why... I am at ease when I am in the car...Maybe just nice for me to relax my mind...Maybe I like the music, the deco and the cosy ambience of the car too...
After the site inspection, I got a bad headache... Difficult to focus to handle my cases... Dizzy...
Feeling exhausted...
P.S: Temporary is forever... Looking into solving problems but never consider others... The Face Off...
MusIc: Yoga Lin's Album
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Hierarchy?!@$%
Getting more and more fed up and frustrated with the system... Ridiculous yet have to follow...What does it mean that to use the name, we have to seek their approval? What is the big hoo ha to use the name? I dun get it man... Support cannot go directly to the mgt, in future, to go through the senior to their senior (Senior still cannot go to mgt directly) or to get the mgt to go the mgt... Izzit a waste of time??? Going through so many channels to get things done... No wonder ppl are saying that they waste so much time to go through a lot of channels to get things done... What the heck???Get it straight... Going to mgt directly doesn't mean no respect... Just want to get thing done and move... Not trying to order or teach you...Why can't anyone voice out??? Other can voice out their concern, their request, but why can't we do the same thing too??? Does that mean that we have to absorb everything???Cases are piling up yet got to follow these nonsense... Never say anything didn't mean nothing... Tolerating... Is getting too much to bear...Pissed oFF... Real pissed OFF...P.S: Pathetic Petty Person... Is you or me? Or both???MusIc: VA...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...
mE? aN oFfIcEr? A fOrEmAn?? A cOnTrAcToR wOrKeR???
Tot my grease trap case is coming to an end but IT IS NOT!!! It is the start of another nightmare...Water backflow, going to overflow...Called the contractor but they can only make it at a later time... Really dun know what I can do... I asked for a pail and start draining the water myself... Yes, the ancient traditional method... Take the pail of water & pour it outside the drain... Afterwhich, my the other contractor saw and helped me in whatever way he can... Really pai seh...
Heard something...Someone saying that it seems like I am doing nothing or I got nothing to do... Whichever it is, it does shock me...The cases pending, the files on my tables, the site inspections, the calls, the photos are all nothing??? Am I such a good actress to hide all the stress and frustrations and give that someone that impression or that someone is blind??? Hmm, the latter seems to be the answer...
Then went for night site inspection for my nuisance case... Haiz... Operator has their reasons, complainants have their reasons, house have their reasons, everyone has their reasons... Haiz... What can be done to benefit everyone??? Answer: Dun know.
P.S: From Gan Chiong, Sorry, Frustrated, Anger... Lastly, Numb...
Anyone tells me what is my designation???
MusIc: Yoga Lin You Jia's Album
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NeVeR-eNdInG aNsWeRiNg...
Seems like my luck is not getting any better... Especially in my work and is slowing affecting me... Cases non-stop, reoccur case also keep coming in... Those already in control, came back again... What the heck is all these... Like what my colleague said, we are being paid to be scold...
Am I taking it too personally? Everyone I spoken to ask me not to be bothered, ask me to tolerate... But the moment the complainant called, started to reprimand, started to scold, then contractor also started to say these, say that, then mgt asked this, asked that, why never do this, do that... Can anyone tolerate? It can be damn frustrating. It seems like no matter what I have done, I am always in the losing end, in the fault... I have endless of answering to do... To answer to complainant, to answer to contractor, to answer to mgt but who have bothered to answer me??? My anger. my frustration.my sickening feeling...
Those who are not aware of my job scope think that my job is a stable job with stable income and good benefits... Should stay until retirement... The so-called "Golden Rice Bowl"... Nowadays, there is no such "Golden Rice Bowl"... If not, ever since I started work till now, I won't be seeing ppl leaving their "Golden Rice Bowl"... Until now, we are still in need of ppl, badly in need...
Dragging myself to work... How long can I tolerate??? How to get rid of that sickening feelings???
P.S: I know everywhere has their own problems, but now I just want to leave...Can you all understand???
MusIc: 你…我是傻瓜
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