Saturday, October 27, 2007

Where is my 勇氣?

Nowadays easily agitated, frustrated...Stress level high!

I can't feel my work satisfaction... It just keep piling and piling... I have lost track on my cases... Old cases kept pending, new cases kept coming in... New cases became old cases, then continue to pile up... Today, trying my best to recall all my cases and do my proper recording cos I am going on long leave soon... Dun want to overload my mama...

Heard that there might be an increment... Mama was saying that with this increment, I won't leave... Haha... Maybe Yes, maybe no... Haha... But one thing for sure, I will leave one day...Haha...

Exams are coming, I hope I can find my study mood cos somehow, I am affected by my current mood...

They called...Going supper with my Maria they all... Got to go!!!

P.S: Where are you, 勇氣? Quickly come back to me!!!

MusIc: Jolin - Priceless

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

ToTaLlY dIsApPoInTeD iN yOu!!!

The 1st time I just walked off.. Dun even want to continue the conversation... I am totally disappointed... My mood is bad, but you has worsen it...

What do you mean by I am still young? Does my age got to do anything with my leaving???
What do you mean by if I leave one day, you will wish me luck but others who had left, you are happy for them? That's sound sarcastic...
What do you mean by if I leave one day, all the efforts will be wasted? Does that mean the longer I stay, I am more sensible... The shorter I stay, I am less sensible...

You are making the remarks at your stand... Thinking what you think is best for me... But have you even position yourself on my stand and think for me... What you think best might not be the best for me...

I am totally disppointed in you... You are denying all my efforts, my hardwork... I have been trying so hard to adapt... All my efforts and hardwork have gone to waste... I just need support, even you are not supportive, is ok... I rather I don't hear all these...

Disappointment... Frustration... Saddness...

P.S: Totally disappointed in you...

MusIc: Jolin - Fear Free

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

('~')!#%&?

I am still finding my passion... Losing it day by day, little by little... With more things coming up, I am losing it even faster...

Totally no moods, dun even feel like talking... Why am I still hanging on??? I know I have to hang on, at least for now but I am not happy, not happy at all... My world is BLACK.

They thought I am tired, lack of rest... Yes, I am tired, tired of the job... I am dragging myself to work...

P.S: I am not happy... Can you? Can she? Can he? Can they? Can anyone cheer me up? Looking for someone with the *magical* powers!!!

MusIc: 完美的默契 - Kelly Poon

...EnD of BlOgGiE (@_@)...