Thursday, July 31, 2008

"HoT hOt ChIlLiEs"

Nowadays, felt that my temper is HOT in office. I get annoyed and agitated easily... Can be just over small things, maybe an email, maybe a word, a person or simply just not happy... I dun even know why... Losing my rational... My emotion is damn obvious now, too obvious that I find it abnormal... Is all written on my face...

Even Jamie also told me that my face was super black during the meeting... In fact, I think I was rude cos I am not even facing them when they are talking... Not that I dun respect them but the more they said, I am more sian, annoyed and frustrated... Is just all talk and there is nothing much can be done...And I simply DETEST, HATE this nonsense phase "THIS IS THE POLICY HERE"... STOP TELLING ME THIS... I AM SICK OF HEARING IT...

Coming sept, I got to assist to teach newcomer... Haiz... Really not confident but yet got no choice... Just whack it...

My cases = Stress!
My cases + Studies = Suffocated!!
My cases + Studies + Newcomer = ??? SIAO!!!

Going to sleep... Tomolo got a long day... Lesson On...Haiz... Econ on wed made me see stars... Dizzy!!!

P.S: I won myself a Vagary Watch... Lucky Me!!!

MuSiC: HiP hOp

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

...KTV...

Went KTV twice in less than 7 days...

Last friday, went with my colleagues... Definitely an enjoyable day... Forgot all about my nonsense work... Mr Ho definitely an entertainer... I laughed until my jaw is aching... Then we got round 2... Was surprised to hear that... Of cos got to join in the fun... Our 2nd round was at Hooters... Then we have our supper, do a bit of chit-chatting then head back home...Reached home 2+++...

Yesterday went KTV with Kang, Xingxing, Hao and HongKong to celebrate Kang's birthday...But guess I like the birthday cake more than the birthday boy... Kang find it a bit childish but i like the balloons... Haha... Too bad, I call the shots cos I bought the cake... Haha... But... But... I dun get the chance to take with the whole cake cos Kang had cut the cake... Sob Sob... Nevertheless, I still got a shot with the balloons... Heeheehee...Chit chatting with Xingxing while I walked him home... Reached home 12+++...

Today, super suay... Drop the camera again... Super clumsy me...Shit... 1st time, my cow said he is tired... He must be very tired and fed up with the audit thingy... What to do... Shity shit that we have to do... Haiz...

Tomolo will be the start of my school terms... So sianz... Got to study every wed and fri...Dun feel like going... LazY... Sianz... My 2nd year 1st semester...Hope everything will go smoothly... I got to buck up... Fighting, Girl... Jia You ~~~!!!

Going to sleep now... Have a long day tomolo...

P.S: Congratz Alexia... Your little Princess...

MusIc: ElVa HsIao's AlBum

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...


Thursday, July 24, 2008

IrRiTaTiNg!!!

Cannot stand him. In the 1st place, you are ok with my leaving then dun ask me stupid qns after that. Whether I am leaving or not, is none of your business...

In a short while, everybody knows and tales are here and there...There is no secrets...
Going to miss her soon... Going to study soon... Going to take more properties soon...

Lost one of my documents... Dun know where the hell the document goes... I remember putting at the left hand side of my workstation but it is gone... And I searched my whole workstation and still I cannot find it... Damn frustrating... Followed by a bad headache... At least got Xingxing to lunch with me, at least I am entertained... In office, I got cow to entertain me...

Going to sleep...

P.S: Tolerating...

MusIc: Xiao Xiao's Album

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...


Monday, July 21, 2008

DrEaMs... WhAt iT mEaNs???

Realized that I always blog about the frustrations I faced at work... Today as usual is a frustrated day at work but should blog on something else... Not wanting to let my readers out there thought that I am a naggy old lady... Haha...

Hmm...Let me share a dream I had just yesterday... It was crazy and I dun know why I dreamt of it...I dreamt that I am about to give birth... Not long, I gave birth to a baby boy...The crazy part is the father is XXXXX... I was talking to someone that the eyes and the mouth should look like the father and the face complexion and the smile should look like me... I was so proud of my son in my dreams... Hahaha... What was I thinking to have this dream??? Even myself have no answer... @#$%...

And recently, I kept dreaming that my tooth have fallen... Dun know why but I am curious to know what it means since I have dreamt of it for a few times...

Was browzing through the Tiffany & Co webbie... SoO beautiful & So tempted to buy... Argh... Maybe I should wait for my "someone" to buy for me??? But there is no "someone"... By the time I found my "someone", I may have already bought for myself... Haha...

The thought of experiencing the different is back... Should I plan??? Maybe I should... The thought of it simply make me so excited... But can I really do it??? I want to , so badly...

P.S: I want to see the world!!!

MusIc:
薛凱琪 - 我不需要Tiffany

...EnD of BlOgGiE (@_@)...




Sunday, July 13, 2008

mY LiTtLe HeI rEn...

Little Hei Ren going to COLLAPSE!!!

cYcLe Of LiFe

Work as usual is super frustrating and fed up... I cannot even convince myself yet I have to convince others... Argue with my officer but he said that "you work here so long still don't know the policies here"... And said that my tone should be more fierce and firm... I got nothing more to say... Called the person and repeat the same old things to him that I have been repeating... Sickening...

A colleague of mine resigned...People are leaving one by one... Even though boss has recruited new staffs but the supply can never meet the demand... Other than recruiting new bloods, can any other things be done???

For the 1st time, I stayed in office until 10pm on friday... Do whatever I can to prepare myself better to juggle between work and school... After that, went to my Ah Pek Gong's funeral wake...Life is just unpredictable...He is a fortune man with his wife, his children, his grand-children and great-grandchildren by his side...Rest in Peace...Attending the wake make me think of my grandma...

Sat, went to collect my course materials with my brother... School term going to start on 30/07/08... Oh mine!!! Got to buck up !!!

Edwin sms that his wife give birth to a baby boy!!! Congratz!!!

P.S: Can sense that they are proud, to leave or to stay??? Headache!!!

MusIc: 萧敬腾-同名专辑

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...






Monday, July 07, 2008

NDP 2008 & SeNtOsA 06.07.08

It seems some time that I last enjoy my weekend...

05.07.08... Went for
the NDP with my relatives... Was looking forward but after seeing the show, was rather disappointed... But at least I am entertained by the kids around me... Especially the Mr Bean... Haha...And the trip back home was entertained by my mum... I am soO lucky to be part of this BIG, WARM, CARING family... I LoVe U aLl!!!


...Me & tInG... ThE rEd LiOnZ..


06.07.08... Went Sentosa with Kai, Kang, Heng, Hao, Qiang & HongKong... Although I'm the only gal but i enjoyed... Reading newspaper, watching them play volleyball & enjoying themselves in the sea, looking at babes and hunks... Haha... Relaxing Man!!! You may think what is the different reading newspaper at home and in Sentosa??? With the breeze blowing, the people around you... The feeling is so relaxing and soO carefree... Recalling our secondary school time... All our nonsense and ridiculous acts... Haha...
FUN!!! FUN!!! FUN!!!

SuPeR HeRoEzZz In ToWn!!!

Please contact ME, the MANAGER at 9XXXXXX for the HeRoEzZz to SAVE YOUR DAY!!! HaHaHa!!!


Looking towards the NEXT outing!!! 1st Week of August!!!

P.S: Just in time for my stressful mind... BeeN Thinking Too MucH!!!

MusIc: 蕭亞軒 - 三面夏娃

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

Thursday, July 03, 2008

UnCoNtRoLlAbLe...

Nowadays, always feel so exhausted, soO down... A lot of things I don't get it or even to find it ridiculous but yet I still follow...Follow the law??? Weird ??? I find myself even more ridiculous...

For the 1st time in front of da jie jie and Linda... I cannot control... Dun know izzit becos of work, or becos I am sick... Just feel that I have endless of obstacles to overcome... Overcome one and the other follows... My cases are still piling up and Up and UP... Files piling on the workstations, floor, cabinet... My working space is getting smaller and smaller...

I dun like myself to be like that... It is not worth it... Now I will do whatever I can for each day... My old self??? I miss you...

I dun want to make too much changes in these 2 years but some ppl said that I should not think in this way... What matter most is I am happy... I agreed but I am still not prepared for the changes... I hope I can...

I was calm when I heard it... Definitely, I am happy for her but yet sad cos I lost someone I can count on... But nevertheless, what matter most is She is happy...

Looking forward to the NDP performance on Sat and Sentosa trip on Sun to relax...

Drowzy... Sleepy... ZzZ...

P.S: Leave??? I will... When the time comes...

MusIC: Fm 93.3

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...