Sunday, January 21, 2007

tHeY ChAnGe, PaSt NeVeR cHaNgEs

She love him
She still love him
She realized she is not
She love the past
His past love
His past attention
She loves his past...

People change overnight, overtime
Past remained unchanged
Love in the air of history...

She miss him
She still miss him
She thought she is not
She miss the past
His past kiss
His past hug
She miss his past, not his present...

She changes, He changes, They change...
Past remains unaffected
Missing the memoirs of history...

MusIc: 我的男朋友 - 萧亚轩

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

FiNaLlY, mY cOmPuTeR iS hErE!!!

The weather today was damn hot, so hot that my temper is also influenced by the weather. Got irritated easily...

Finally, I got a computer of my own... But I can't use it first cos got to install a new powerpoint, buy new computer table, cleared my room for my computer... A lot of things to do... A lot of $$$ to spend on...Haiz...

Recently, checking out for saving plans, investement plans and etc... Think I should start to do financial planning... In fact, I am already behind my peers, no more dragging!!!

2 more weeks and I am out of TC... Will be having a week break before starting afresh at "House"... This is my 3rd job... Still not settle down... Still considering...

Dreamt a lot for the past nights... But tend to feel sleepy at night... Guess my brain works more in the night compared to daytime...

Went for foot massage and neck and shoulder massage... I was told that my circulation is bad, problems on digestion, stomach, sleep...So accurate!!! Getting more and more problems... Is my age catching up???

P.S: Tired, sleepy...

MusIc: 不远 - Elva Hsu

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

YeAr 2007 Is HeRe, ThE yEaR oF pIg!!!

Had been wanting to blog but somehow, my blog cannot be viewed... Finally, it is working... Year 2006 had gone and Year 2007 is here...The Year of Pig is here... Which means I am now 24 year old... That's how old I am...Argh!!!

Looking back, I had not accomplish much, in fact nothing...Haiz...Hope I can accomplish something in Year 2007... My new year resolution is
I WANT BACK MY FREEDOM TO MAKE DECISIONS, DECISIONS FOR MYSELF...

Recently, went to Cameron Highlands... The place was beautiful, peaceful...A great experience...

Had an arguement with my mum, somehow the fault seems to on me... After seeking some advice, I might had neglected her feelings but she had neglected my feelings too... Can anyone understand travel meant soO much to me??? Something very impt, something I will never give up... Is my way of living life... Can u understand???

Soon, I will be out of TC, will be going over to "House"... Somehow, I dun like the teasing, Hey people, PO and TO is the same... There is no differences... As for "House", I dun even know how long I will be there... Somehow, I feel I had not settled down yet, still looking for the ideal job... Finding an ideal job is so so difficult!!! I dun want to just earn money and live life as it is... I want something out of the box!!!

Recently, I had a talk with XXX...He say I am still very playful, still not settled down... A bit nagging and not independent... Well, somehow he is right... In fact, I am very naggy and I am not independent... I am getting more and more emotional... I am getting worse... I want my old self back!!!

P.S: Dun breathe under other's expectations, breathe for yourself ...

MusIc: 谢谢爱 - Sister Garden

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...