"LeArNiNg To LiVe In ThE pReSeNt MoMeNt Is PaRt Of ThE pAtH oF jOy": September 2008

Sunday, September 28, 2008

SuDdEn ChAnGe Of ThOuGhTzZz !@#$

Went to East Coast with Irene and Jamie they all earlier... Just chatting, relaxing there... Seeing them taking care of their children and nephew makes me a little fearful of kids... The mess, taking care of them... I doubt I can handle them...I dun know why I felt that way but obviously, it is not what I used to think... Suddenly, I just felt that I am not suitable for marriage... Not prepared... Why the sudden change of thought... I also dun know...But at that moment, this is exactly what I felt... Maybe I will change my thoughts again... Hahaha...

Reached home, watched the F1 Race... But dun really understand what is all about... The safety car, etc...But is still curious & excited about it...

Started to feel the stress at work... Not only I need to assist Germaine to familiarize with the work, I still got to assist on CDS issues and to do my own cases... It seems like I got not enough time at work to handle all these...Somemore, I am covering officer for Mama for this whole week... I really dun know how to handle...

Friday was just frustrating, angry...Bad Black Day!!!SoO pressurized... Dun even have the mood to go for class... But end up, I still went...

This week, got to finish 2 quizzes... After which got to rush for my 2 group and 2 individual projects... In total, there are 2 quizzes and 4 projects waiting for me + my workload...Argh!!! How?!?

MoOd DoWn DoWn to the bottom... Dun mess with me!

P.S: 什麼都不想...不要了...

MuSiC: 你是我的寶貝 - 曹格

EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

Monday, September 22, 2008

whAt'S LiFe???

School had started again. As usual, the 1st lesson to make friends and do project. This time round, everyone was kiasu, everyone formed group pretty fast... I was shocked to see the due date for the projects... Super rush... Argh!!! Need to work super super hard... But NO MOTIVATION!!! AH!!!

My mum gave me the 2nd "surprise"... In just 3 days, she gave me 2 "surprises"... It is enough to make my heartbeat stop... No more "surprises", Mummy... I cannot take it...

Saturday - In the afternoon, accompany Mummy to Marina Square... Then went to Bugis to pray... At night, accompany Junfeng to sing KTV...So generous and nice of him to fetch me at my grandpa's house, somemore drove my uncle back home.After the KTV session, drove me back home and KTV was free...Hahaha... He sang well... I lose... Hahaha...

Sunday - Went to Sentosa with Xiaohui, Kang, Kai, Hao, Melvin, Junqiang, HK and Kai's friend, Gina... Felt that we enjoyed better the other day... Maybe becos I had slept late, therefore, at the certain point, I was soO sleepy... Kai announced that he is going to Japan for job attachment for 2 years... Is a good exposure but felt that he dun seems to be very happy... Or I am just sensitive... Had a good chat with Xiaohui... Went to TOT for dinner... The 2nd time in a week... Janice was there too with her family... Kang suggested that we can come again next week, followed by KTV... Not a bad idea... Haha... Lastly, Kai sent me home... Am super tired...I am burnt from Face to hands to even my legs...Dark Dark, red red... I want to be fair again!!!

I thought I looked better with make up, at least not that sleepy looking... But I was a bit surprised to have someone (u know who u r...) said I looked scary, too much make up... Argh!!! He must have missed out a babe in front of him... Hahaha...No more opinions from him...Hahaha...

Heard something...I was shocked...My heart ached... Why??? She dun deserve that, she deserve better, a lot better... I know she is strong, but did not expect to be that strong...That's life??? Well, maybe, maybe not...

P.S: Losing faith, Losing courage...Plainly Timid...

MusIc: 梁靜茹-如果能在一起

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

SleEpy HeAd... ThAt'S mEe!

Still sleepy, eyes are heavy...All thanks to myself for not having enough sleep...

11/09/08 - Went to Chinese Garden with Huiping, Xiaohui & Hao... An enjoyable night... Was having fun... Hahaha... I simply love the theme... And the "Yue Mu", "Yue Fei"...Hahaha...That's Us!!!

12/09/08 - Went to watch "Mama Mia" with Ting... Was a musical movie... Not a bad show, the Mummy's friends are super funny...Hahahaha...

13/09/08 - The Big Day has arrived for Cable and Shumei... We took all money from Cable... Hahaha... When I witnessed their solemnization, there is a feeling I dun know how to describe... Super touched and happy for them... Really from the bottom of my heart... Congratz... Is also a rare chance that I can look pretty (in my eyes)...Hahaha... Was so busy taking my self -shot until I sleep late... Hahaha... Super Zi Lian...Hahaha...

14/09/08 - Got a super big shock... My mum really know how to "surprise" me... Went to eat Taste of Thailand with Huiping, Xiaohui, Hao, Zhikang, Jianping and Hongkong... Afterwhich went to sing songs till midnight...Next morning, super duper sleepy at work and till now...Hahaha...

Really made full use of my one week school break to enjoy myself... But I am back to reality... Tomolo is the start of my new school term... Argh!!! Nightmare coming back... With lots of sleepless night...I must JIA YOU!!!

...SLEEP...

P.S: It is really a trouble... In confusion...

MusIc: 曹格．＊數到五答應我～＊

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

Monday, September 08, 2008

MaYbE

What going through the mind...
The actions maybe signal like, but the emo says in confusion...

Falling into the same confusion again?
Think too much???
maybe...

It will appear... Maybe tomolo, Maybe the day after... Maybe in a second...Maybe...

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

SuDdEn SuPeR hEaVy DoWnPoUr!!!

Suddenly, I heard SUPER loud thunder then followed by SUPER heavy downpour... And is SUPER SUPER SUPER heavy now...

Take a look outside... The rain , the wind... Feel like walking in the rain...Kind of romantic...The closeness... I like rainy days...So dreamy!

Although I am at work but feel like I did nothing... One thing I was super sleepy (sleep late) and another was I got a lot of works to clear... Losing Losing track...

Have a little catch up with Wei when I was collecting the mooncake...

Going to sleep...Sleepy!

P.S: Waiting, Going, Waiting, Finally...

MusIc: 不要对我再说爱 - Freya Lim

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

Sunday, September 07, 2008

"WiLl U mArRy Me?"

Today is Shumei & Cable's wedding luncheon...

On the way in cab, Siyin told us her good news... She is getting marry next yr... Was happy for her... Everyone seems to be in the "Will you Marry Me?"mood... Haha... Especially next yr... Heard a few of others plan to get marry too...20092009 sounds nice to me... Haha...

Heard their husbands-to-be's wedding proposals were normal...Or izzit we watched too many TV dramas and have too high expectations... Fairytale, surprises... It only happens in drama...Haha...Izzit true??? I hope someone can prove me wrong... Heehee...

Envy them but at the same time scared... Nothing is forever... Only to take a gamble... A win or A lose... I scared of... Lose...

Want but yet scared... A complicated human... That's me & you...

P.S: JerC 9... Thinking... Thinking... Thinking... Past... Past... Past...

MusIc: 李玖哲-不，完美

..EnD oF bLogGie (@_@)...

"LeArNiNg To LiVe In ThE pReSeNt MoMeNt Is PaRt Of ThE pAtH oF jOy"