"LeArNiNg To LiVe In ThE pReSeNt MoMeNt Is PaRt Of ThE pAtH oF jOy": February 2009

Saturday, February 28, 2009

DeAdLiNe AgAiN...

I was going gaga with the psychology tutorial yesterday... For the 2.5hrs there, I dun understand anything... Not at all... Making me wondering izzit a wrong to take psychology...Maybe missing the lecture played its part too... Need to buck up and be attentive...

9 March - Deadline to meet for both psychology and Finance project... I have to fight against the deadline again... The toughest among all cos there is video recording, etc...

On thursday, I got a super bad headache after my last inspection...Oh ya... Saw Kelly, she looked real skinny... Went home and tried to find painkiller but just can't find it... SoO I went to sleep and I slept till the next morning...That was almost 12hrs sleep!!! I even set alarm to wake up to watch the Hongkong Drama but I just got no strength to even open up my eyes... I think I must be very tired...

Took a day off on Wednesday and went to JB with my cols to relax...Went to Jusco to sing K Lunch... Super cheap... Only S$6.00...Released all my frustrations by singing... Then went to shop shop around... This time round, bought a lot of beauty products cos my complexion is getting worse... It was super heavy downpour in JB, super duper heavy...So change of plan...We end up went to City Square for massage and dinner... Think back it was even faster for me to go to JB to shop then to go to town and the money you spend in Singapore is half of what you can get in JB... Especially now the custom is link all the way to City Square... Even more convienient...One day trip to JB, anyone???

My K-LuNcH (PrAwN nOoDlEs) + SuShI+ fRiEs!!!

OuR dInNeR - ToM yAm SoUp WiTh nOoDleSsS... It is YuMmy!!!

StOnEgRiL chIckEn & sEaFoOdl!!!

P.S: Sometimes no matter how hard you try, you can never own it...

MusIc: S.H.E. - 612星球

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

I LoVe LiViNg LiFe. I aM hApPy. - NiCk VuJiCiC

Was watching the video (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8ZuKF3dxCY) Rachel shared...Thanks Rachel!!!

It was a GREAT VIDEO!!! Just nice for me at this very moment cos I am just simply feeling down... Tears just rolled down... Not becos I am frustrated again but I am touched by his attitude towards life... How strong he is and how determine he is... He never let his limitations ge him down but instead, he lives his life without limits...There is sOo much he can do...

Watching this video made me realized that I am just too hard to myself... I believe we know that we shouldnt be hard to ourselves, shouldnt be negative but how many of us can do it? Is easy to say than to do... I guess sometimes in life, we just need motivations to find back the strength... The strength that make us strong...

Although it is near to impossible to always stay positive as there will definitely be times when it is just bad, worse or worst but at least, at least at this very moment... I am feeling the strength... : )

P.S: Qns: Are you going to finish strong? Ans: You will find the strength to get back up and finish strong...

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

Monday, February 23, 2009

tHuNdEr & LiGhTiNg!!!SuPeR cLoUdY...

On Saturday, my mood was still ok... Mite fetched me at school and we went to a Japanese restaurant at Liang Court for dinner...It was his treat and we chit chatted on the good old times...Next catch up was proposed after he come back from his two weeks outfield and one month training in Taiwan...Date: 42 days later... Venue: Taste of Thailand!!! My favourite!!!

But things changed on Sunday...THUNDER & LIGHTING!!!

Sunday supposed be a happy day... A happy occasion for Wenfa... It was his big day... His wedding... But however, I am just super super down...And Yes... I just can't bring myself to enjoy...My mind is full of my work and school project... Really cannot tahan anymore... I am really suay to the extreme...

First, was my school project...There is still amendments need to make to further improve it... Headache... Really can't think of any add ons... Thought of not going to the wedding but think back, it is better to go then to stay at home... At least go there, do a bit of catch up, mood will be better then can come back and brainstorm for more add on...

When one is suay, it is just damn suay... I just reached the wedding venue not long and I received a call from Mr Lim... He told me my BO was flooded... I was like ???... Flooded??? Oh mine!!! How could this happened??? My mood sunken... Sunk to the lowest point...

I almost cried out... Work cropped up, School project also cropped up...Although in the end, I don't need to rush down to the BO as Mr Lim and Paul had helped me to attend but my boss asked me to go back office early to do up the report... I was just affected... Affected badly... I was quiet... I simply was emo... Super emo...I know some of them tried to make my day but I just can't...

Reached home and tried to get back into the mood to continue my school project and finally it was completed by 2+am... I'm thankful that my supportive fan is there to give the support I needed...

Despite I am slightly better, but my mood is still down... Face was super black in office during the morning... Only during lunch then I'm getting better... Only then my colleagues told me that my face was super black, they can see the DARK CLOUDS on top of me... They want to approach me to ask me on work but they dare not... My Rosy was trying to say hi but when she saw my face, she quickly turn away to carry on with her work... I must have scared her...Hahaha...

I must said I got the best, lovely, caring, supportive colleagues always supporting each other...They shown me a lot of care and concern, giving me comfort... With them, I gradually able to smile, laugh... I just love them lots... I LOVE YOU ALL, MY DARLINGS!!! THANK YOU...Not forgetting my supportive fan too, Thank you, my Dear... It is just my fortune to know you guys!!!

P.S: Even with no exchange of words, just knowing someone is always there for you is already a great comfort... Thank You... :)

MusIc: Saying I love you - WonderGirls

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

Friday, February 20, 2009

BaD tHiNgS jUsT hApPeN oNe AfTeR aNotHeR

Bad thing just happened after another... It is just shit... I was damn pissed off when I saw the message that I just throw my phone... What the hell is all these? Is already discussed and finalized... All of us are aware...Damn it!!!I really super cannot tahan and I cannot bottled any longer... Went straight to my col to let out my frustrations...My idol also called me up to help me... I think my volcano will erupt if is a direct approach... Shit... A woman in disguise...

Thanks to my cols... After awhile, I felt a lot better... And my supportive fan too...Send me a email just in time for a laugh...

P.S: Month of February... It is just not the right month...

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

Thursday, February 19, 2009

AnOtHeR fRuStRaTeD dAy...

From the title, already known it is a DOWN entry... Recently, not really that smooth sailing, therefore all the entries seems BLACK... Out of sudden, a lot of cases... This is jus the nature of the job... When cases came in, it will be non-stop... Those long long ago cases will just popped out... Haiz...

A super sunny and super suay day... Attend site meeting early morning until 11+... Then attend another case which also make me super frustrated on top of my frustrations... Then the case that was super long resurfaced out again...Another site needs work coordination... It just damn suay... I think not just me... Some of my colleagues also felt suay... Month of February, a suay month... Frustrated, frustrated, FRUSTRATED!!!

Super cannot tahan...Just use mouth... Asked to do but when is done up, said dun need... Damn... Waste time...Say this in the 1st place then say another...Change here and there...Irritated...Asked to do duplicate stupid things...I guess I am just too "free"... Shitty shit!!! XXX is just annoying... Sickening...

End of my day, I only manage to draft one letter out... Really not productive... My files are now piling up, my photos not arranged... How much can I clear tomolo??? Haiz... I dun know... This is what the job is... Full of uncertainty...

P.S: I love the Perlini's Silver Valentine Absolutely Lovable Collection! It is SoO cUte...The Robet... Hmm... Should I or Should I not???

MusIc: I tried - Wonder Girls

...EnD oF bLogGie (@_@)...

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

...ChIcKeN & dUcK...

...A story of Chicken & Duck...

Chicken thought Chicken and Duck can communicate becos they r farm animals... But Chicken always felt that they are arguing but Duck dun feel it... Why? Simply becos one is chicken, one is duck...Haha... Lame??? But it seems there is some truth in it...

LesSon Learnt: Chicken deserves it for having such a thought...

Always the case... One chicken, One duck...

P.S: Misinterpretation... That's the word...

NoT iN e MoOd...

Today, not really in the mood and super forgetful... Maybe becos of not enough sleep... Fret out over small things... Getting stress out with all the projects... Haiz... I HATE PROJECT DEADLINES!!!

I simply got too many things in my mind... I dun want to think too much...

It is just disappointing when u have too high expectations... Why do I have such high expectations??? I also dun know why...Disappointed...

P.S: Humans can really conceal their feelings...Are you? Am I?

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

My SuPpOrTiVe FaN... UpDaTeD!!!

My supportive fan said that I have not been updating... In fact, my tutu yaya only updated on 12/02/09... And now is only 18/02/09.. Only almost a week and my supportive fan miss my blog entries... Hahaha...Can never miss me but miss my entries... Hahaha... Been lazy and super busy with my schoolwork... Since my supportive fan miss my entries, let me see what I can update...

Hmm... Talk about the latest, Valentine's Day! The 1st time since soO long that my Vday was packed with activities... At 1st, planned to go watch movies plus dinner with Juju and Xiaohui...However,last min both cannot make...Subsquetly Mite asked me to join him for chalet then Jamie asked me shopping... Then Juju called to go lunch with her then Xiaohui sms to ask go movies plus dinner...

WooO... I must be in luck... SoO many ppl asked me out...Haha... Although my love luck is still not here yet but I got friendship luck... Super a lot... Haha...

End up, had lunch with Juju at CWP Breeks then met up with Jamie to go Chinatown and town shopping... At 1st, was thinking to go Orchard but who know, the two of us saw the train and blur blur boarded the train only to realize that it is going to City Hall... Hahaha... Since it is so, then we ended up shop around at Marina Square... Liked 2 clothes from Butterfly but too bad, can't fit in...Haiz... End up, bought 4 tops... Haiz... Must control but losing control when shopping... Hahaha... My Vday is spent with love...Love from my friendsSs...

On monday after aerobics, went to eat Taste of Thailand with Jamie and Sandy...Yes! My favourite TOT...3 of us ordered 7 dishes n YES, we completed all dishes except maybe for the soup... Hahaha... Super can eat right? Hahaha... But I was super duper full even until the next morning... And the stomach dun feel comfortable... Next time dun over stuff myself with food...

Recently, have a super urge to fly... But where to go??? Macau, Malaysia, Hongkong, Taiwan??? Shopping, Relaxing, Diving, snorkelling??? Any suggestions anyone???

P.S: I just need a break... Badly... Yes... BADLY...Who can take away my stress and bring me sunshine??? You, Him, Her or they???

MusIc: 表达爱 - 林俊杰、廖晶

《表达爱》

(男) 我们擦身而过风卷起了沉睡的什么情绪在怂恿撑开了懵懂有一种冲动yeah
(女)决定不沉默毕竟有感觉的人不多我不想就此错过
(男) 眼睁睁看爱 (女)就这样过吗
(男) 至少我和你 (女)可以说说话
(合) 证明刚刚发生过什么
用表白换一份期待
能不能就少一点忐忑无奈
心还绕着你徘徊
难道真是爱
泪水流过才明白
爱不爱原来心里早已存在
幸福不在千里外
让我勇敢表达爱

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

Thursday, February 12, 2009

TuTu YaYa!!!HoT hOt SuNnY sUnNy...

P.S: A DaY oF fUn!!!

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

ReCeNt TuTu YaYa!!! SoCcEr...

P.S: BeGiN mY tUtU yAyA aGaIn!!! HaHa... I jUs EnJoY tUtU YaYa...

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

WoMan On Top...

Just now was watching the "Woman on Top"... The women were discussing on the topic on ladies taking the initiative to go after a guy... It was pretty fun to see them arguing on the points especially Patricia Mok...Haha... Well, I too agree that it is ok for ladies to take initiative but there must be a limit, cannot overboard if not the guy will just ran away...Hahaha...

There is some examples that are just too much... Eg: Buying mobile phone or laptop installed with the tracker to track him/her down... That's crazy man... Dropping hints will be enough but when hints are enough and there is no actions from the party, either u forget it and move on...No point "ai mei" for too long... Or if u r bold enough, go & express ur feelings out...(Must be tactful...) Either u move on with him or u move on alone... 2 options, choose one...

Hahaha... I talked like an expert... Hahaha...

They also talked about guys nowadays seems not taking initiative due to various reasons...Well, I should say that ladies nowadays are independent & clear of what they want... But in guys, their ego are still standing strong in them... Personally, I think guys seems to confuse themselves or are just too shy to take a step out...Hahaha...

SoO guyS, bE BOLD!!! Hahaha...

P.S: Anything is possible only happens when great minds think alike...If not, it will be mission impossible...

MusIc: 明天过后 - 吴克群

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

DaY aT tHeRe, nIgHt At HeRe...

It's been quite sometimes since I last update my blog...

Super busy with my school work until I go gaga... Survived for 1.5yrs, still got 1.5yrs to go... But getting more and more tired... Felt like stopping for a term & rest... But that mean it is a delay... Haiz...Long time never really go for a holiday... I need my freedoM!!! Freedom to travel!!!

Finally, I opened up a saving account to start saving for rainy days... Hahaha... A good start and I hope I can stop my itchy hand from withdrawing $ and achieve the little target out there... Hahaha...

Recently, I got hooked on Facebook... From a gong gong to now have a little knowledge of it... Got addicted playing the pet society, spot the difference, etc...Oh ya!!! I got my 1st Valentine gift... Can see, cannot touch... It's from Pet Society... Too bad, it is not real one... I want to see it, touch it and not one but a bouquet... Hahaha...

Chatting with someone in the States and another one in Japan... & Me??? In Singapore... Haiz...

P.S: I am chatting in the daytime and night time at the same time... Heehee... Just can't say it out, Shagege...

MusIc: 我们的爱 - 陳孟奇／姚惠敏

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

"LeArNiNg To LiVe In ThE pReSeNt MoMeNt Is PaRt Of ThE pAtH oF jOy"