Thursday, October 30, 2008

没对没错

人不可貌相...今天听到一些事...对他真的有些傻眼...他做的事真的很贴心...很能让人感动...可是不知道这样是对还是错?Anyway, no wrong or right to it...　

Today, I am MisS 便利貼... Order and GoO!!! Haiz... What to do and what can I do...All I can do is to disappear... Hahaha...Disappeared to the Innovation Day! Got a lot of games stalls and I won myself some little prizes (I played dart, played big small, etc...)... Hahaha... Something that make my day...I was quite excited but later, I was quite tired... Haha... Played too much... Somemore is during office hours... SoO plaYeD real Hard!!! Hahaha!!!!

My Prizes...
好厌倦这样的生活...厌倦这样的工作...厌倦忙忙碌碌...我想过我要的生活...用自己的方式,用自己的步发去享受生活,去做自己想要做的事...我要发光发热!!!我要做开心的闪耀星星...　

P.S: 'Why先生'... Sounded good...

MusIc: S.H.E - 我的電台FM S.H.E - 04 - 沿海公路的出口

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

RaNdOm ThOuGhTs...

Finally, I am done with my econ project, next will be the marketing project (due 7th Nov)... Finally, my exams and on 14/11/08, will be the end of my semester... Hooray!!! I got to buck up... Just endure a few week and that's it...FIGHTING!!!

Oh ya... Super thank to my 2 Super Heroes Hongkong for his guidance and assistance plus Hao for letting out his facilities for my use... Hahaha... THANK YOU ALL!!! No $$$ but definitely a treat!!! Hmmm... Where to go??? Hee hee...

Sunday had a good gathering with my kakis...Hao joined it too at the later stage... Had a good chit chat session... Ting happily use my HP to sms Ah Peng... So kan cheong when he replied...Hahaha... At least he still concern me... But dun know whether he drunk or not (anyhow replied)... Hahaha...

Ting brought up a topic which my mum and aunties brought up too on Sat... Getting fan with the topic... Everyone is bringing up...Please spare me from all these...Dun rush me!!!

Was reading Kelly's blog,

"we choose our own paths and future.

we find ourselves through all experiences.

you will be comfortable in your own skin when you are in a right place.

cos you'll shine.

we find our own chances and make our own decisions."

It seems like I am still searching for right place to shine... I am getting dim day by day... I want to ***SHINE*** !!!

In fact, my work makes my complexion bad too... I used to think my complexion although not perfect but at least is acceptable but now is totally NO NO... Super bad... Then super weary... Super old...Haiz... I want to blink blink!!!

Took time off today... Besides doing my projects, I got the chance to watch a few of the taiwanese variety shows... And I had a GOOD laugh... It is so relaxing... Doing my own things at the pace I want...Buying whatever I want to eat but end up, cannot finished... Hahaha... Haiz...But is only for today... Tomolo i will be back into reality...The hectic pace with super packed schedule...Haiz... Why my enjoyment is so short???

I WANT TO BE INDIFFERENT... UNIQUE OF MY OWN...

Oh God!!! I am going to be a Big panda!!! Hahaha!!!

P.S: I got a fan out there!!! Hello, my supportive fan!!! Hahaha!!!

MusIc: 明天以後 - 林峯, 泳兒合唱

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

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明天以後 - 林峯, 泳兒合唱 國語

泳:在你的記憶裡面有一個我

在你最痛苦的時候陪你度過
難過過了天晴朗了我就走


峯:你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的夢
在你的面前我不必保留
還來不及對你說遲到的我的心動


泳:你的好你的壞

峯:我的脾氣你最懂

泳:我不要你來心疼我

峯:我不要你離開我

合:明天的以後我們會懂
失戀的挫折讓人變更成熟

泳:我對你感覺勝過愛情

峯:因為有你
給我勇氣給我用不完的運氣
其實也想好好愛你

泳:只怕到最後不小心讓你傷心

峯:我不怕會傷心

合:對不起我對你
再好再親密都不能在一起

峯:最後看你在別人懷裡

泳:有天我會找到我的唯一

峯:我並不是你的唯一

合:還微笑祝福你

峯:你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的夢
在你的面前我不必保留

泳:我從來沒對你說壓抑的我的心動

峯:我的好我的壞我的脾氣你最懂

泳:我不要你來心疼我

合:明天的以後我們會懂
失戀的挫折讓人變更成熟

泳:我對你感覺勝過愛情

峯:因為有你
給我勇氣給我用不完的運氣
其實也想好好愛你

泳:只怕到最後不小心讓你傷心

峯:我不怕會傷心

合:對不起我對你
再好再親密都不能在一起


峯:最後看你在別人懷裡

泳:有天我會找到我的唯一

峯:我並不是你的唯一

合:還微笑祝福你

泳:愛情總讓人折磨

峯:所以我們才選擇

合:做比情人更好的朋友

泳:我對你感覺勝過愛情

峯:因為有你
給我勇氣給我用不完的運氣
其實也想好好愛你

泳:只怕到最後不小心讓你傷心

峯:我不怕會傷心

合:對不起我對你
再好再親密都不能在一起

峯:最後看你在別人懷裡

泳:有天我會找到我的唯一

峯:我並不是你的唯一

合:還微笑祝福你

P.S: Does the lyrics ring a bell to you? A similar scenario?

MusIc: 明天以後 - 林峯, 泳兒合唱 國語

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...



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Thursday, October 23, 2008

I kNow..BuT..

In the down mood again... Haiz... No moods for anything and everything... Fed up with anything and everything...

Done with the group project but stuck with the individual projects... Haiz...Luckily got HK to teach me on econ... 2 more to go before my exams!!! Argh!!!

Called my Maria today... The 2nd time in a week... Long time never called him... "5 mins" and my Maria know what he need to do... Haha... One blackie and One "bonus"...I think he just cannot stand me...Or he had already get used to it...Haha!!! Thanks Maria!!! U make my day!!! Although today is not so good as last friday... Hahaha... My nonsense, only u can tolerate or I should say you simply dun bothered...Hahaha...

Chatted with xiao qi nan ... Asked him to hong me but...Haiz...Cannot make it... He just can't... Not going to ask again... At least he encourage me...Although the contribution is just minimium... Heehee!!!

Realized nowadays, people are just weird... I just dun know...Read too much... Think too much... Just let it be... Dun bother...

A...
Out of the blue...
Wonder why no response...
Thoughts went wild...
Message... No response...
Call... No response...
Call... Finally response...
Nothing happened...
End up, she know...But... (Haha!!!)

Going to sleep... I must rest well in order to clear my projects...
JIA YOU! JIA YOU!!JIA YOU!!! YES!!!

...ZzZ...

P.S: I know..But..

MusIc:I know..but.. - Flying to the sky

...EnD oF bLogGiE (@_@)...

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Sunday, October 19, 2008

I aM nOt A rOmAnTiC pErSoN...

"What are the romantic thing you have done before?" Hao asked... I thought for awhile (in fact quite awhile) and I realized I cannot recall any... I never really give a thought to it... But after Hao asked me, conclusion is out... I AM NOT A ROMANTIC PERSON!!! HAHAHA!!!

& not just Hao... Maria, Jiafa, Xingxing also said the same thing before... Hahaha... If I am not wrong, they said my guy will boil up if he did anything romantic to me cos I know nothing about romantic...Hahaha... NO!!! I appreciate the romantic events that people done for me in my heart...Heehee!!! I think I may have done things that touched people's heart but not really into ROMANTIC...

In fact, most gals want their guys to be romantic... But have they wonder whether themselves have done anything romantic to their guys??? I am like most of the gals, wanting my guy to be romantic and sweet but I have never think about whether I have done anything romantic to him... And in fact, I did almost nothing romantic... Hahaha... Must I reflect? I guess I may need to... Hahaha!!!

P.S: ReFlEcTiNg RoMaNcE iN ThE aIr...

MusIc: THE ONE-vol3 THE LAST (Korean)

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

PaSt ? FuTuRe?

Have you even thought

Are you someone who like to talk/think of the past or future?

Past are memories that can never erased...
Future are events that are unpredictable...

I am someone who talk/think of the past... But I am curious about future...

Contradicting? That's me...

P.S: What about you?

MuSiC: S.H.E - 我的電台FM S.H.E - 安靜了

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Scan? Not Again...

On MC today and again is becos of my that super duper nonsense, problematic, irritating stomach... Haiz... What to do... Is exactly like the owner... Hahaha...

Yesterday, was having steamboat with the "Couple of the day" then suddenly, felt the pain... The pain that made me think of HOSPITAL...Is unbearable... I think my face looks awful... But the "couple" was super nice to the light bulb (ME) despite I am super duper bright...Hahaha... She bought me biscuits and milk while he sang me songs (Twinkle Twinkle Little Stars + 3 Little Indians... Hahaha...), bought me medicine... Hahaha... SoO touched... I felt at ease when he sang me the songs... I badly need ppl to pamper me especially when I am sick... Hahaha... Is good to have them around... Is a sad thing that I did not enjoyed the dinner, I should be enjoying...

Went to see doctor today... I saw the doctor that I am not comfortable with... I prayed and prayed not to kena her... But my prayer is not heard... I kena her again... Haiz... She pressed my stomach like nobody's business, so painful... Oh mine... She added extra to my pain lor... !@@#$$... Then she said need to go for scan... I was like, "scan again? I done it once..." (Cos the whole experience is super uncomfortable...)... Then she said she will prescribe me medicine and see how's my condition...Sianz...

Jamie said that maybe I not fated to eat good stuffs... Hahaha... Maybe is true... It seems like whether I eat good stuffs, I felt uncomfortable... Haiz... Why like that??? But I still can take bird nest... Haha... Anyone want to buy for me???

Just register my course... Although, I always nagged that 20 credits are a lot but I had been register for 20credits ever since I started my part-time studies... Very tiring and I still got 1.5yrs to go...I felt like I cannot endure any longer...Can I endure, can I see myself realizing my goal??? I need support, motivation...

Finally finished my marketing qns, now need to focus on my econ qns... Then after that to concentrate on my 2 individual projects before the exams started... Still finding moods... Still looking for it...

P.S: I am searching for you... Come back to me...

MusIc: S.H.E - 我的電台FM S.H.E - 04 - 沿海公路的出口

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

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Sunday, October 12, 2008

ReCeNtLy, I aM a NiGhT oWl

Super no moods to start my projects... So decided to blog and see how the moods later... Hahaha... I do things with moods... Hahaha...From my title, it said everything...I had been sleeping real late... Super late... Walking Zombie for the whole week...

Tuesday, met up with Huiping, Siyin and Xiaohui for dinner... After that, went to see the guys play soccer... Chit chat with Kai on his upcoming work attachment to Japan...
(Received a morning & a night (@@), twice in a day...)

Wed, went for econ class but I really dun know what he is talking about... End up, I was chatting with my classmate at the second half of the lesson...Was talking about travelling, etc... Then later called Hao... Before that, we were talking about the Mount Faber trip on sunday (end up, cancelled) before his phone went flat... So we continued to chat... Guess what, we chatted until the next morning 4am... It had been so long since I last chatted for soO long...We chatted soO many many things...Sometimes, is scary to know how good Hao's memory is... Hahaha...

The next morning when I woke up for work, I am a REAL walking zombie... The zZZ monster kept attacking me in office... During lunch, was teasing Shao Ye during lunch and his face went super red... Hahaha...Funny and cute... But we meant well, u can feel it right???Hahaha... After that, decided to go site with Germaine to fight the ZzZ monster... We went to Yishun N1, N2, N6, N7, N8 and Sembawang... I was super super super exhausted... My legs were aching... End up, I slept at 8+pm the night...

Friday, as usual was a long day at work, as usual, was bickering with Shao Ye at lunch, followed by class at night, then a little chit chat...But still slept late... 1+-2am... But got a weird dream, a dream of nonsense...Hahaha...
(Was surprised to know the figure invested...)

Sat, went for KTV session with my colleagues... Then waited for Xiaohui to finish work before we met Hao for coffee session at Yishun Mac... We chatted and chatted until almost 4am... Wow... Is there really soO much to chat... I dun know but we just continued and continued... Hahaha...
(I dun know whether to cry or laugh over your reaction??? Or I am too problematic??? Hahaha... I am OK!!!)

Now, going to search for my moods to do my projects... My 命中注定我愛你... When can I finished watching???
(The photo of Javier is super cute...Cute, CUte, CUTe, CUTE!!! It makes me smile! =)

P.S: Words can change perception... Perception can affect thoughts...

MusIc: 命中注定我愛你-心願便利貼 (吳忠明/元若蘭)

...EnD oF bLoGgIe (@_@)...

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Sunday, October 05, 2008

"命中注定我愛你"

Recently, addicted to "命中注定我愛你"... Hahaha...Watched until I sacrifice my dinner, sleep and my classes (guilty)...Been like a walking zombie for the past few days... Haha... Especially on friday night, I watched until the next morning 7am... Oh man!!! Then I just knocked off... Cannot continue further... Hahaha... So I am still left with 2 discs to go...

I am simply touched by some of the "命中注定我愛你" scene... SoO touching... From pregnancy, to the abortion then to the miscarriage... From 便利貼女孩 to a confident and strong woman... It triggers memories... Let's see what I am been doing this week beside chasing after "命中注定我愛你"... Watched the BIG STAN on Tuesday with Xiaohui, Kang, Hao & HK... Was quite a funny show... At least it did make me laugh...Been quite tense this few days...

Went to my nephew's one yr old bday celebration...So fast... One yr old... Time really flies... An active baby...Never want to sit but enjoy walking here and there...SoO cute... After that, went home straight... I am just too tired... Too tired... Got to prepare for the Zoo...

At 1st, only 12 going then later my grandpa and uncle joined in... So in total 14 going...Wow... Actually, there is more but cannot make it for this round... I guess the next big gathering will be Genting on Dec... Which I guess is about 21 ppl or maybe more??? Hahaha...Zoo undergo quite some changes... Now u can take ferry around the zoo and they are under going renovation... Something is coming up...Wait till everything is up, can make another trip there... As usual, the kids are having lots of fun and the adults are like the Maria... Hahaha...

Me, Ah Le & Ah Ling... The Very 1st Pic
Me & JuNwEi...I LoOk HaPpY... He LoOk AnNoYeD... hAhA...
ALl ThE cHiLdReN R In...
After zoo, went to 300+ to find Kang for the video camera... It is a long time since I last watched them played soccer... Despite that it is a hot day, I enjoyed watching them play soccer... It brings me back to the secondary school times... I really miss it soo soO much... We were so carefree, so hack care... After 10 years, they are still playing soccer at the same old place... What about 10 yrs later, will they be meeting out for soccer again??? I hope soO... Or their kids will be taking over... Hahaha...Not a bad idea... Hahaha...

ThE SaMe OlD PlACe. ThE sAmE OlD AcTiViTy.ThE SaMe oLd BrOtHeRsSs.
NeW BaLlEt MoVe?
Let's PrActIcE tOgEthEr!!! 1 & 2 & 3...
Went home, quickly go and do my international econs quiz... I dun understand a thing man... Driving me crazy... Until I saw my Saviour... Thanks Saviour!!! Next up... My Group Projects... 加油, 曾鸿慧!!!

P.S: 我的命中注定會是什麼???

MusIc: 錦繡-我的快樂

...EnD Of BlOgGIe (@_@)...

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